Back to the Real World.
Let me just catch you up properly now I have time to do so...
So, it's back to coursework and cleaning and sorting and fixing. Not that I even do much of any of that. Currently, I am avoiding coursework, I go back to college on Monday (it's Saturday) and to be honest, I can't wait. I want to be having a laugh and chatting shit with these people. It's only been a couple of months so we're all still stumbling a bit, all still adding and finding on facebook and twitter, but we're starting to settle now. Like I said, some of us went out on Tuesday. It was Me, Steph, Seona, Matthew, Calum, Chris, Rebekah, Hannah C, Harlan and Surya started off in the sportsbar. Then Steph's pal Katie joined us, she is the one who introduced me to the "Popped Cherry" i.e legend. So when we went to hive some people left, it ended up being Me, Steph, Seona, Matthew, Calum, Chris, Hannah C, Harlan and Ryan was already going to hive so he joined us occasionally. When he wasn't snogging Hannah. They are such a cute couple! I hope things get going there. They were all saying that they seemed to pair up on Thursday (the night out I missed) so I'm glad I never went I would've been so depressed lol.
Anyway, enough about the night out, Joanne called me on Wednesday when I was on the bus coming back from the hospital and she came up and we sat watching Mamma Mia & Home alone, drank three bottles of wine and had a chippy. It was just what I needed. Although, a man was found outside and police tape went up and everything at the next stair to mine. The police came by and asked Mum if she had seen anything. Me and Joanne had been in the house by ourselves and went up to the shops and when we came back there was an ambulance and about five minutes later it had blasted away with the blues and twos. My mum came in about half an hour later saying it was like Taggart outside. So, Mum told the police that, minus the Taggart part.
On Thursday Mum went to work, Joanne went to housing and to sign on and I sat in front of the TV in my jammies. When Joanne left she asked if she didn't have anywhere to go could she come back. Saying yeah I thought she meant so she could get in touch with people to get somewhere to stay. So when my mum comes in about half two, threeish she comes in with Nicole and Stewart. I don't know how, I didn't ask. But after talking and what have you I find out Mum hasn't told Nicole anything so I tell her about needing the operation and she tells me how she knew that was going to happen when I got taken into the hospital and Nicole was with me. And we spoke about that time in hospital and when the doctor let her listen to her heart like he let me. And she says how I should think myself lucky because those valves last about ten years and I got mine when I was around four so it has lasted seventeen years. Mum said that she thinks the hospital get confused with me because I don't get sick/unwell gradually, I'll be fine one month and the next I'm sick/unwell all of a sudden. It's all lost on me, I don't know anything about it all.
By the time Nicole and Stewart go away I have completely forgotten that I said Joanne could come back, so we go to Ikea to have meatballs, on the way to Ikea Joanne phones me. "Can I come back?" I was like Oh shit. I said "Well I'm not in right now." "Aw when will you be back" I don't remember the exact rest of the conversation but I said that even when I'm in she wouldn't be able to stay because I have that coursework to do, she said "aw really?" and her credit ran out. That was the first I knew she thought I meant stay then of course I felt really bad but what could I do? Even if she did stay I spent my money the night before on wine and chippies, I had no money left for food for me never mind two people. so, we go to Ikea, then nip into Asda, then home.
Friday was a pretty uneventful day, got up, attempted coursework, watched TV, mum came in and went to sleep, got up and we both had our tea then mum went to bed and I went in a bath then sat and watched Analyse That. Although, I was in a bit of pain last night around my left lung and round my back, but ever since I was told I feel like I've been have pains everywhere and a low level panic attack anyway so I think it's just me letting my worry run away with me. They wouldn't have let me out of that hospital if it was an immediate live or death situation.
So, now I'm sitting with my mum's laptop in my bed, ready to do coursework at ten in the morning on a Saturday, I'd rather be on my way to Dobbie's for a breakfast... oh well eh :)
So, it's back to coursework and cleaning and sorting and fixing. Not that I even do much of any of that. Currently, I am avoiding coursework, I go back to college on Monday (it's Saturday) and to be honest, I can't wait. I want to be having a laugh and chatting shit with these people. It's only been a couple of months so we're all still stumbling a bit, all still adding and finding on facebook and twitter, but we're starting to settle now. Like I said, some of us went out on Tuesday. It was Me, Steph, Seona, Matthew, Calum, Chris, Rebekah, Hannah C, Harlan and Surya started off in the sportsbar. Then Steph's pal Katie joined us, she is the one who introduced me to the "Popped Cherry" i.e legend. So when we went to hive some people left, it ended up being Me, Steph, Seona, Matthew, Calum, Chris, Hannah C, Harlan and Ryan was already going to hive so he joined us occasionally. When he wasn't snogging Hannah. They are such a cute couple! I hope things get going there. They were all saying that they seemed to pair up on Thursday (the night out I missed) so I'm glad I never went I would've been so depressed lol.
Anyway, enough about the night out, Joanne called me on Wednesday when I was on the bus coming back from the hospital and she came up and we sat watching Mamma Mia & Home alone, drank three bottles of wine and had a chippy. It was just what I needed. Although, a man was found outside and police tape went up and everything at the next stair to mine. The police came by and asked Mum if she had seen anything. Me and Joanne had been in the house by ourselves and went up to the shops and when we came back there was an ambulance and about five minutes later it had blasted away with the blues and twos. My mum came in about half an hour later saying it was like Taggart outside. So, Mum told the police that, minus the Taggart part.
On Thursday Mum went to work, Joanne went to housing and to sign on and I sat in front of the TV in my jammies. When Joanne left she asked if she didn't have anywhere to go could she come back. Saying yeah I thought she meant so she could get in touch with people to get somewhere to stay. So when my mum comes in about half two, threeish she comes in with Nicole and Stewart. I don't know how, I didn't ask. But after talking and what have you I find out Mum hasn't told Nicole anything so I tell her about needing the operation and she tells me how she knew that was going to happen when I got taken into the hospital and Nicole was with me. And we spoke about that time in hospital and when the doctor let her listen to her heart like he let me. And she says how I should think myself lucky because those valves last about ten years and I got mine when I was around four so it has lasted seventeen years. Mum said that she thinks the hospital get confused with me because I don't get sick/unwell gradually, I'll be fine one month and the next I'm sick/unwell all of a sudden. It's all lost on me, I don't know anything about it all.
By the time Nicole and Stewart go away I have completely forgotten that I said Joanne could come back, so we go to Ikea to have meatballs, on the way to Ikea Joanne phones me. "Can I come back?" I was like Oh shit. I said "Well I'm not in right now." "Aw when will you be back" I don't remember the exact rest of the conversation but I said that even when I'm in she wouldn't be able to stay because I have that coursework to do, she said "aw really?" and her credit ran out. That was the first I knew she thought I meant stay then of course I felt really bad but what could I do? Even if she did stay I spent my money the night before on wine and chippies, I had no money left for food for me never mind two people. so, we go to Ikea, then nip into Asda, then home.
Friday was a pretty uneventful day, got up, attempted coursework, watched TV, mum came in and went to sleep, got up and we both had our tea then mum went to bed and I went in a bath then sat and watched Analyse That. Although, I was in a bit of pain last night around my left lung and round my back, but ever since I was told I feel like I've been have pains everywhere and a low level panic attack anyway so I think it's just me letting my worry run away with me. They wouldn't have let me out of that hospital if it was an immediate live or death situation.
So, now I'm sitting with my mum's laptop in my bed, ready to do coursework at ten in the morning on a Saturday, I'd rather be on my way to Dobbie's for a breakfast... oh well eh :)
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